last week of 2010!

this is the last week of 2010!
I must be do everything meaningful in this week!


2011! a new year??
lonely year again??
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miss you....

hey! you're in CHINA now....

you know? I miss you a lot!

miss that day! miss you! miss you!

JJ promo tour @ tropicana city mall

18/12/2010

happy!
12.00pm- I walk to my cousin's house, she fetch me to tropicana city mall to attend the promo tour event!
thx....
when I reach there, I sms soo woon and rita(JJFC member)
I feel like I can chat with soo woon even though she is 23 years old, she is friendly much.
but rita, I still can't get the point to chat with her...
haha! maybe I'll try next time. :)

I feel like  陌 生  in the fans club but actually it is not....
I stand somewhere with soo woon, then suddenly got a china girl asking li weng about the fans club thing.
li weng( JJFC head)
then she forgotten registration form hw to say in chinese then she put her hand on my shoulder and ask me, hw to translate. haha!
from that second, I found that JJFC member is truly friendly much! ^^
got a new member, he told li weng, I'm not close with all the JM hw to chat with them, then li weng ask yong jian(1 of the state representiative) to close with him. haha!
they do some cute expression! haha

wait wait and wait
finally it's almost 2.30pm I was standing infront, soo woon she stand at the bck....
luckilly she help to buy the album, if not I have to stand at the bck again.

there is become more ppl.....
got 3 china fellow, I hate them! they're sooooo noisy!
luckilly, last minute, li weng open a special link for JJFC member!
so we can get the signature from JJ 1st....
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it's actually the plan from HALO MUSIC to open a lane for JJFC. haha!

I get JJ signature~
then bck home~
before I bck home, I waiting for my cousin coming, I saw ABIBA WONG(JJ helper)
actually I wanna take photo with him but he is bz-ing smoking and I think he is not really famous, so I did't take photo with him. but got abit regret la!
haha!

hope can meet JJFC member soon! to get know more friend

I get JJ signature, a poster from JJFC and member card!

excited~!

I am soooo sooo sooo excited now~!
for those who really close to me, they will know why!

because, I gonna meet JJ LIN JUN JIE tomorrow!!!
yeah!!!
I'm sooo happy ~!!

braveness??

18/12/2010 it's the day JJ LIN JUN JIE come to m'sia!!!
and I will attend the event!
thx my cousin, huimin to fetch me there!
thanks a lot!

nw I'm worry about did I show my braveness that day to meet JM?
try to talk with them, chat with them?
haha!
I think I can!
I have to be brave!
CASS CHEN CHUI ER, add oil!

她说.........................

他静悄悄地来过
他慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺
还是没有带走了寂寞

我们爱的没有错
只是美丽的独秀太折磨
她说无所谓
只要能在夜里 翻来覆去的时候有寄托

等不到天黑 烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰 还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓 我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑 不敢凋谢的花蕾
绿叶在跟随 放开刺痛的滋味
今后不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒
不怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

E ~ a girl who caring me.....
I hope you will know I mention the 'E' is you.

I'm okay..... don't worry....

you all said I'm crazy?

you're more crazy than me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate to be here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(
T.T

:(

A lot happens in my house again..............

!@#$%^&*^%$#@!~!@#$%#%&^*^#@&^$

it's hard to say here.....
but I don't hope someone ask me while FB? PHONE? or.....
I did't got the mood to say about it again.....
because this story will not end.....
almost everyday happens..........
:(

I found that I never happy since the month-DECEMBER........

I hate this feeling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

I hate holiday!

during this holiday, I feel damn boring but busy!

I'm bz-ing doing house chore everyday......

I hate this! because I do everyhting......sweep floor, mop floor, wash cloth(using washing machine), hang up the cloth outside, keep back the cloth........

I really hate this!

when my mom bck home, I think she though my stupid sis helping me but actually she is not!

I hate this !

I really hate!

This is not my lovely work!

I want to work outside in the next holiday!

I want!

I don't like to do house chore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AT ALL!

party day!

today is ee quan's birthday!!!!!!!
 we went sunway giza celebrate with her!

whn we reach there, all of them wearing so nice!
but I just wear a top and a pants....
haha! feel 'malu' again....

I sit opposite the bin guan.....
and beside was ee quan.....

after finish the meal.... joline they all just reach....
yok teng sit beside me.....

we did't say anything about the date 10/11/2010
and we don't dare to say too.....

(pass by)

thn we sing birthday song to ee quan!
she was extremely happy!

after that......mun yee's mummy reach....
ee quan, mun yee and I got to bck home.....
some of them were still there....
and joline's gang were bck home also.....


we talk a lot about birthday at car...
I told them this year my birthday was extremely boring, because I just celebrate with my family, did't celebrate with buddy.....
and they told me will celebrate with me next year...
just wait and see 2011!
haha!!


then..... we reach home....
bye, ee quan! happy birthday!!!

隔 膜 ?

2 days did't hear your sound....

I feel like there is a transparent wall between us...

WHY?

boring~!

what a boring day at school!

playing poker card sambil copy peka?!
haha!
I did that!

I love poker card!

today took form5 text book!
damn breat man!

feel sad to my chemistry result....
it was just 57 without add pebel....
haizzz
just hope to get 60++.......

really hope that I could get a higher marks next time...
:)

angry and sad!

I just think a lot of way to try to attend someone's party....
but does she understand me?
no....

I think a lot of way....
I spend a lot of phone money...
to call this call that.....

finally I found someone to fetch.....

when I tell her I just want to bck earlier,
she just say U like la!

omg! I really feel that like a needle pick in to my heart!

she doesn't say anything that is good...
I just hope to hear that, YOU ATTEND, I ALREADY VERY HAPPY.
but, that what just my feeling!
as I said, I ALWAYS THINK TOO MUCH!

I got nothing to say.....!!!



MOODY!
no one understand me!
I really hope that I could find a real friendship! but never....
hope that I could same school with 'L E H'.......
at least she will care about my feelings...

when you see my post, pls dont be angry, I really can't 'tahan' this feeling!
this is my way to release my feeling...

30/10/2010 was that fun~!

my birthday!!
30/10

go GENTING HIGHLAND with family~!
a lot of fun there.....
While waiting my sis come out from the 3d cinema....
my second sis and I take a lot photo at there~!
fun~!
ke cak ke cak ke cak......
after that, my phone suddenly ring~
 it's BRENDA!!

I receive the call, she sayid she ask all the buddy sing birthday song to me!
wad a big surprise~!
3 different language!
english, mandarin and cantonese!
 THX, BRENDA~!


after that, go ply roller coaster!
damn high!
but not scary at all!!
just feel cool!!!
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having supper @ dessert shop~!
I ate a lot food!
I think my weight add on 1 kg dy!
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30/10 I like it!

BIRTHDAY?

CHEN CHUI ER, you think too much!
...

...

today went my bro 3Q school concert and graduation night...
when I reach, I was feel quite bored.
and wait at there until 7.00pm the performances only starts....

the 1st performances is some dance-GIRL FRIEND(AVRIL LAVIGNE)
after that I heard a song called 'peng you'....
I feel shocked whn I heard that!

Then I tell my sis that my friend funeral, they sing this song for her....
my sis ask me, you want to cry?
then I said no la~
my second sis keep looking at me...
then I can't stand the tears again.............
just because of the song.........

haizzz
quite sad and 'malu' too............

after I calm down still have to see others children performances......
I have been wait for my brother's performances-BLACK OR WHITE (MICHAEL JACKSON)
waoh! it's was soooo amazing!
the performances was great!

It was the best performances in the whole concert!!

:)

feel sad and happy...............
50%sad and 50%happy???

what a boring day!

BORING BORING BORING!

my birthday coming......
my mom ask me yesterday, why don't you date your friend go celebrate your birthday?
I just replid my mom, gt exam....

actually I hope my friend can celebrate my birthday with me at 30/10 too.....
But, I don't think my friend will free to celebrate with me on that day....
:(

haizzzz

Why JPS set the exam until 3/11
If not, I can celebrate it without any stress!
:(


A birthday without friends celebrate with me............
in year 2010

Joline's birthday~

went joline's birthday party today...
quite fun~

when the plying the game, ee have caught for the punishment,
after that, she sit down beside me, when she sit,my dress blow up.....
I hope no one see that...... really unhappy....
after that, I stand at there........everyone were buzy to gossip.....but I just stand there alone.....

after blow the cake, I gossip with yok teng and mun yee there, suddenly I saw my mom!
haha!
she said why don't u pick up my call? then i said I did't hear that... hehe
my mom said I wait u at car.....


after said bye to joline, I go inside my mom's car....
My parents keep saying, see,your friend wear so nice.....
many of them wearing high heels, spaghetti straps, make up & ..........

haizzz.............
my mom said, next year all your new year cloth I'll change it all for u!
dun always wear cloth with sleeve.....



I hope I have change next year? MAYBE??







good night~

EXAM~!

feel stress!!!!!!!!!!!!
exam is coming!

IT WAS HELD ON 18/10!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

really stress!!!

Sze Yin'birthday party~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SZE YIN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to EE HARN TOO!!!

Sze Yin, thanks for spend a wonderful night with us.....
We can meet our primary school friend in ur party....

Ee Harn, Ying Yin, Xiao Huey,Shelley, Vivienne, Dexter, Han Quan, Timothy, Li Qin.....
We're almost 3 years did't see each other!

really HAPPY to meet you guys!!!

EE HARN> become talkative
YING YIN> become more mature
XIAO HUEY> become more cute
LI QIN> become thin and more quiet
HAN QUAN> become tall
TIMOTHY,SHELLEY,VIVIENNE,DEXTER> just a little changes.....

:)

Sze Yin, thx for the party!
 thx for the cup cakes!!! it;s really nice!!!

birthday girl> sze yin

gathering

                                                                  Gossip.....

three of us~

MOVIE~

just watch LEGEND OF THE FIST: THE RETURN OF CHEN ZHEN at 1u 
this movie was 18PL !
luckily i get in too.....


I sat beside a girl.....the show just start 15min, she was start to sleep.....whn I saw she was sleeping, I feel sleepy too!  xD


finish watching the movie, go take the car, I saw a lot of sport car at there(it's common).... gt MAZDA, VOLKSWAGEN and a lot..... 
hope I will hav chance to sit those car in the future....:)


 SPORT CAR!!! MY TARGET!!!!!
           Porsche?! :)

♥

sad...

Feel sad....
everyone were sad.....
included me......


Zhi Qi, we'll not forget you!

STUPID INDONESIA MAID

my house maid gone again!
this is the 3rd maid 'curi lari' from my house!

I have to do house chore again......:(
mop the floor,sweep the floor and also wash the clothes.....
haizzzzzzzzzzzzz


I HATE INDONESIA MAID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


hope I can still concentrate on my study, even though I have to do house chore.....


did't go to school today.....
1st reason- feel boring at school
2nd reason- nothing to do at school
3rd reason- maid has gone....

but I wake up early too......7.15a.m.........
hehe!
gonna do house chore nw......

1st day to blogging~

Actually I'm nt the first time to blogging.....long time did't blogging dy......i forgotten my old acc...... forgotten old happens and sad case 2 years ago, and nw having a new blog and a new life! :)

thx ya,BIBII.....(my buddy)


1st day to blogging in this new blog.....
b4 this, have fun with bibii to ply viwawa-match it. (have a lot of fun)
until today.....I still can't forget the JJLin 100天音樂實錄 2010  at TIMES SQUARE....
even though I am alone on that day, but after that I make a lot of friend and they are also JFMS!!!
so happy~! 






Can't forgot that day!
just nw watch my astro music chart show, my mom said, you joined fans club dy JJ also forgotten u dy la.....
but I dun care(doesn't means dun talk with mom), I will continue support him~!
JJ LIN JUN JIE, 加油 !!

I am a JFMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!